When the power of love overcomes the love of power, the world will know peace.

wow i made half of this a while back and it's weird to think how much i've changed in the last year, i've got a boyfriend now...not to say that "changed" me at all infact i feel i can be myself around him more than anyone else but c'mon let's be honest at this point i don't care anymore..i'm me and that's all there is to it, i'm definately not as shy as i used to be and more open to things and people..this set was supposed to mean something deep for me like why couldn't i find someone to notice me or "love" me..? when truth is all i needed to do was stop looking, jet go, let live, and be myself, and i began to enjoy it..no second thoughts i was not lonely anymore i had fun friends and that's all that mattered which was awesome..and still is then i met a boy...when i stopped looking it was because a previous person really hurt me and out of stubbornness i told myself this so-called "love" did't exist, that it was all fantasy, but...exactly it's that "but", that get's me all the time..and in thinking that i told my brain love did not exist and when i saw really cute guys i would assume they're all out to break you're heart or something.. it was the weirdest thing but it wasn't that bad i was pushing away everything that reminded me of love..what is love exactly? no one knows..anyway this boy i thought was too good to be true so i avoided ever getting to know him for a while which was stupid but somehow i got his number and we started talking but it took me a while to realize this could mean something more than just friends..i'm a cyclist..joined a highschool team and that's how i met this boy, chad, cute, oh boy is he cute, and smart and nice and we have the same intrests in music and things i just love spending tie with him...he's like my best friend who is also my boyfriend :)..anyway there are so many amazing things about him i put aside, trying not to think about and trying not to get too close to him because of what happened before..but it happened and thinking about it i'm starting to believe in love again like i did when i was a little girl...things i didn't know i could feel idk like i love the way he talks walks smiles kisses, his blonde hair everything..it's a weird feeling this is and he's not like other guys and i know everyone says that about someone they like but he's truly mature and kind and has basically the same beliefs as me, and most of all anyone can tell when they talk to him he has a good heart and good intentions, but the best part is that he says the same about me, i'm happy. but yes also a little scared because i don't want to get hurt again...but for now this set is self-contradictory at the moment but expresses how i once felt :) and if you read all of that give yourself a hand cuz that was just me mumbling on, and on about my life and how i feel and i know how boring it can be to read other people's stories but oh well this was mostly for me. . .

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MY APOLOGIES
-it has been at least two months now since i've been on polyvore and frankly i miss it, but FUCKING SCHOOL is taking up all my time, well pretty much just life. I am having a mental breakdown.
 
....A.K.A-polyvore withdrawls
 
BUT NO seriously a part of my previous life is missing hhahahahahahah j to the k
 
when thanksgiving break is near i will be on here 24-7 but i'm not so sure bout the days inbetween :D
 
i guess you could say a lot has happened in the last 2 months, but's it's been odd, i mean being a cheerleader and all, now i said goodbye to my gymnastics friends and have my cheer friends at school, my little group of friends i normally hang out with, and just all those other people i'm familiar with. so i never really know who to hang out with..i mean my normal group of friends right? idk just everyday now since i know more people i want to move around from group to group, but i'm too shy i don't understand, sometimes i get over it, but others i find myself having a weird day trying to figure out what to do, because some of the people that sorta hang out with us are annoying, okay yeah this is pretty much the stupidest thing i could have said, but it's whats frustrating me, plus it seemed like all last year i was so happy, all the time, i don't understand why now i'm not, is it because i'm lonely, or don't know how to talk to guys, idk it's odd, then i tell myself just to relax nothings wrong.. when i know something is but just don't know how to descibe it.
 
I guess..you could say that after one person breaks your heart your scared to fall for someone again, i almost forgot the feeling, forgot how to deal with things, but i think my main issue is my confidence, maybe if i had th confidence to give guys my numbers juat like that, or something, confused i am , and confusing i will be.. bleh
 
Anyway thats my shpeel on life these days, well mine, sorry for bein so shhelfish haha if you kept reading till this far give yourself a hand, you just learned a valuable lesson, you can put up with people who talk about their problems ^_^

Wow so much has been going on in my life lately, i know polyvore does not want to hear me blabber on about my personal problems but....i'm going to haha
 
okay well to be honest, i have a confidence problem
 
i recently joined cheer at my school, and it's sorta a long story, i was the kid who hated going to football games, and thought cheerleading was just like on TV, where all of them are selfish and mean and what not whether i thought it or just believed it, it wasn't true. I was in gymnastics for most of my life, and it was my life, competing seriously was what i wanted, but in the end i realized that my strive to keep getting better was the only thing i liked about gymnastics, and started to only go because i felt like i had to, not because i wanted to, so i wanted to do cycling and thought i'd try out for cheer...at the time i had no idea why i was doing it, for only the reason to meet new people and actually get to tumble again. But now it's pretty fun i guess, the only problem is my confidence
 
it's not that i hate the way i look i'm just, confused idk?
 
no guy likes me, or even seems to talk to me, but i try and stay positive, sometimes i can be awkward it and bugs the heck out of me, i'm NOT a perfect little barbie princess the guys see in all the other girls i don't get how they can be so pretty, sometimes i wonder if i'm doing something wrong, or maybe if i did my hair a certain way or put different make-upon, i have no idea sometimes i ust don't care, i have given up, anyways i don't want to look like a whore, so i'm just gonna try and be me and see what happens, sounds like a plan
 
but when i feel somewhat better i'll let you know :|

Heyyyy! its brianna!! the one with curly hair! I just have to admit that i did hack you... hehehehehe
I am evil and i did tell you I'd get you back![:
you should apologize to brandon! luv ya!!!!! ;D

WOW!! i haven't been on here in FOR-EVER!!! this is like my first real set in two months. blehhh. and it's my first cropped round set :) this set has literally been in my drafts all summer.
 
So it's sorta funny how a moth ago when i thought this quote, it was about a guy, and now, it doesn't mean anything to me, to you, maybe :)
 
i love the fact i don't have to worry about this one person anymore
 
i used to think of him everyday, and i even went on a date with him, but now after all that blahhg i'm so happy to move on to better things ^_^
 
i just find it funny how fast things can change
 
On a weird note, just started school, and already i'm screwed with piles of hw
 
i really wish it was still summer, but doesn't everyone :P

c'mon, too many people are just too freakin amazin in this lil wide world of polyvore so here are another 100 or working to be, 100 amazing sets in addition to the other 200 in part 1 and 2 of this collection :)
 
-if ur in here, be proud! ^_^

i got bored so had some random fun with it haha

-grr ive got this song stuck in my head....
 
- the one thats like " hey mickey ur so fine, ur so fine u blow my mind hey mickey!" haha :P
 
-i'm sooooo hiper but sooo tired at the same time...is i that weird
 
-nahhh
 
-maybe
 
-haha anyway i had a ton of fun taking these pictures love having the ideas flow ^_^
 
-long story with this one boy, the one who stopped talking to me, yeah weirdo, i went on a date? nah idk i hung out with him recently and now i have a feeling hes not going to talk to me again, he has noo excuse this time.. and i'm having a hard time realizing if i really like him or not, hes just there desn't mean that much to me anymore but yet it still hurts when he doesn't talk to me anymore...is it just insinct, i feel like i don't even know anything about him anymore but i guess since i told myself a long time ago he was so amazing i still want to believe it, but i guess not, i'll get over it, sometimes time heals.. right?
 
-anyway i'm recently super addicted to the show Chloe King i'm watching the new episode right now..ITS GETTIngGOOIID! :D haha